What to do. . .

The college papers have been long along with the days. It's been a long time and I understand that many of you have stopped reading. I don't blame you.

My life hasn't been too exciting with the occasional nights of partying. I have the same boyfriend and the same occasional drama. Lately I've been asked to write a blog for french class. I thought that as long as I have to write that one why not start writing in this one a little more frequently.

By the way, I've been craving some Carcasonne action, give me a call if you'd like to play.

I'm Sorry. . .

I feel bad for not updating, but I've just been very busy and not in the right mind to write. Not that those are true excuses.

Anyways. . . as many of you found out a couple of weeks ago, I'm back together with David. It's been fun and fairly interesting. Right now I'm hanging out with him and another friend named Dan as they play Grand Theft Auto. Not too fun, but the fun will be starting soon considering we have plans for some drunken strip Halo.

Midterms are finally over and I have tomorrow off. Any plans for the weekend? If so, let me know. Hopefully I'll give you guys some good stories to read soon. 'Night.

Interesting Week. . .

So this past week has either been really fun or really sucking. I can't really decide. David is dating his ex Kate and it's been a little hard, but we've been friends all the same. For the first few days it felt exactly the same as before only without kissing and sex. It still hasn't really changed only I'm slowly welling up with sexual tension. Half of me wants us to just let go and have sex, but I'm almost positive it won't happen.
I've come to the obvious conclusion that David and I won't get back together and that him and Kate will stay together for a good while. I should just let go and keep on living my life, but I'm pissed that I finally find a completely nice guy and things get so fucked up. I guess the only thing I can do, is let go and start actually focusing on school or something. (Why won't these feelings for David just go away?!!!!)
Well, I'm off to supper and then to French. I hate Tuesdays. Having class until 9pm is such a downer.

Nobody Reads Nobody Talks. . .

Okay so not that I expected everyone to read my blog when I wasn't writing in it over the summer. But I was hoping that people checked up on it often enough that I would start seeing things. Maybe I should write a mass e-mail to everyone saying, "I am now actually updating my blog." I'll probably do that later. Or maybe everyone is reading it, but isn't commenting. That would be okay too. I just find it funny, I guess. Yeah, this was all written in fun. See ya.

To the Death of One Woman. . .

I found a new enemy today. She goes to the U, is happy and bubbly and is someone I have never met. Her name is Kate. She inadvertently (or advertently, I haven't decided yet) destroyed a perfectly good relationship I had with David within 24 hours.
Lets start over a little. Kate is David's ex (now actual) girlfriend. They broke up while he was in Honduras when she tore out his heart and stomped on it a little. He met up with her yesterday and she begged him to take her back. Much to my dismay and criticism he did. Now I am left relationless and hating a girl I've never met. She's probably very nice, but as far as I'm concerned she can just go fuck herself. No, the rage isn't that bad. I was really liking David and very happy that we were together, but I could tell that we weren't stable. I mean who is after 2 weeks? My question is where does she get the right to ask for him back?
Personally I believe that David is making a mistake and will only get hurt, but who am I to say what's good for him and not. We are friends now, just as I promised him we would be (we don't really have a choice since we're chemistry lab partners). He made some really good points about where our relationship was going even though I can't think of them at 1:15 in the morning and I am happy that we'll be getting to know eachother without trying to rip eachothers clothes of, but a big, no, huge part of me wishes that we could get to know eachother without the little complication of a girlfriend named Kate in the picture.
I think it might take a little while for me to warm up to Kate and I really hope that David knows what he's doing but for now I'll just have to sit, wait, and listen. . . and of coarse try to be the best friend I can be to both David and all 7 of my housemates.
I apologize greatly if this rambling got complicated, but thanks for reading anyways. 'night.

Links. . .

I hate blogger right now. Not only can I not figure out how to fix my comments, but I can't put in links. There's this huge area in the "template" are for Links, but no matter what I do they won't come up. Grrrrrrr. . . I must be completely bloggerilliterate. Ahhhhhh!!!!!

Today. . .

I promised I would start writing more regularly about a month ago and of course I didn't. Sorry, I really truly am. Having no computer or time really puts a damper on blog writing. Now I sit listening to Sage Francis. Music so gratefully given to me by Abe that I now hate, but still have on my computer along with all the other weird music I listened to last year. It's amazing how my taste in music has changed in just 4 months.

So much has happened lately so we'll just start with the most recent and work our way backwards slowly. . . I'm completely frusterated by French and just homework in general. I'm supposed to have this CD I listen to and then I should be able to just do the activities in the workbook, but they don't correspond. I got so frustrated that I just gave up. (That doesn't happen very often.) I'll work on homework later. . . like after some good spagetti and sex.

That brings us to the next thing on the agenda. I have a boyfriend. Yes a real live actual boyfriend. Not a fuck buddy or a 31 year old overweight landscaper, but a 21 year old career bound boyfriend that wants a relationship and is emotionally and mentally stable. His name is
David and I hope that all of you can meet him in the coming months. Maybe I'll bring him to one of the parties or get-togethers that randomly occur, that is if I feel he's ready ;).

So I had jury duty today. Here's what my jury duty consisted of: I sat on my ass for 7 hours doing homework in a completely silent room where 41 people did not talk to each other. Productive, but pointless. We got there at 8:30am and at 3:30pm all 46 cases that were scheduled for that day were settled and none of us were needed. Talk a waste of a day. At least I get paid $20 and .27 cents a mile for doing homework. I love our judicial system!!!!

Well I hope to see you all soon considering that I now live only minutes away. See ya.

School Is Where The Heart Is. . .

So, I get to go back to school on Monday, September 6th. Well at least I get to move in. I'm so excited for it which is quite sad considering it's school. I just overworked myself way too much this summer. Note to self: don't take on that many hours a week.

One thing about going back on campus is that I'm going to have a computer meaning that I will be able to blog much more often. No more of this once a month crap. I really need to blog more. . . look, my communication skills are shit.

I wanted to answer Nate and Laura about the sex thing. Nope no new (or old people for that matter) to have sex with . Maybe that will change when I start school.

I'm going to be at Keith and Julie's on Saturday and I want to see you all there!!!!

So Sorry. . .

Now I know that I said I would be updating more often, but that was before I realized that my mom would stop bringing the lap top home.  I've just been so busy with work and everything.  Even ask Marty. . . I have no social life. 
 
I don't know if I posted this before, but I am single, again.  Not a bad thing, but in the past day or so I have become slightly horny.  It's been almost a month since I had sex.  Not a long time and it didn't bother me until I realized it last night.  There are no real "potentials" as Marty calls them, but maybe if I start having a social life the potentials will grown to inhabite more then a landscaper that has 2 children.  (Maybe I'll get to that story some time soon)
 
Nate, I don't know what's going on with my comments, but I'll try to fix it.
 
I love, and miss you all.

New Beginnings With New Templates. . .

I decided to get a new template and of course that means I have to start over with my links and everything else. Seeing how the template editing is a little different then before it might take me a little while to get everything back up and running. I know, I'm a little computer illiterate when it comes to this kind of stuff. I'm getting better though. Be patient and I'll be back with time.